the whole world is moving and I'm standing still....

ever feel like your feet are part of the sidewalk and all you can do is stand there and watch everyone else live there lives?

the weepies said it best in thier song "world spins madly on" here are the lyrics:

Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
I thought of you and where you'd gone
and let the world spin madly on
Everything that I said I'd do
Like make the world brand new
And take the time for you
I just got lost and slept right through the dawn
And the world spins madly on
I let the day go by
I always say goodbye
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still
Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
The night is here and the day is gone
And the world spins madly on
I thought of you and where you'd gone
And the world spins madly on.

current events in my life include:
moving to the apartment in the woman's basement officially
advising with the college of business for summer welcome (i love it)
working at the alpine shop
applying for more jobs
watching the college world series religiously
trying not to melt in this mid-missouri summer
dreaming about living somewhere were there is mostly just spring and fall.

avoiding the blog

it's true, i'm avoiding this blog. and I think its because anything that I write here seems so final or official. and my plans aren't final, I am sort of just existing or barely surviving this time of constant uncertainty and transition. so, I regret to inform any readers of this blog that i have but few things to post as of today. and they are this:

i no longer am employed by the University of Missouri's department of Student Life...

i will be moving out of my current residence in approximately 11 days...

i have applied for more jobs...still hoping and praying to end up in the PacNW...

annie the cat hates the wii...

and on most days I prefer the red seedless grape to its bitter relative the green seedless grape.